Ick.
Today has been crappy, I still feel like bawling my eyes out for no good reason, which makes no sense, but thats just how I feel, I didn't go to school today and my mom doesn't know it. and I feel kind bad, I might tell her. I don't know.

Its been raining which sucks even more. I've been trying to fallow Andys advice but yeah, not working so well :/ Sometimes I wish I could just go back to when life was easy, but I don't think thats happening any time soon.

I think I broke my toe...with a shampoo bottle. Don't ask me how cause all I know is I dropped it and it hurts now. I'm so tired. but I can't sleep idk why. I've been really anxious lately my mom thinks its from all the caffine I've been drinking at work and all the Red Bulls I drink.





Sometimes I just wanna scream.

Which song to singg?

I"m trying to choose my song for Sudden Impact and I've got it down to two.
but I still can't decide.

I'm between two Stellar Kart Songs

Me and Jesus-Stellar Kart

Life is Good-Stellar Kart

I don't know which onee.

What do you think >?

:)

lalalalala, My day was pretty good, alittle interesting, I'm staying with my friend Cassady tonight. and I think I'm playing hookie tomarrow no schooolll :p. my mom doesnt kno that (shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!) uhm my week has been pretty boring other than that, I mean Wednesday night was interesting but it was just a bunch of drama that I don't wanna deal with.

I might take a break from youth group atleast till Winter Retreat but I'm not sure yet. I've been really stressed latley and I don't wanna overload myself. I'm known for doing that. I;ve been getting better about praying before I eating which it a good thing. uhmm. My phone will be here next week which makes me extremly happy Red LG Shine.


My german teacher belongs in a stright jacket I swear to you. She is batty. maybe its cause next year she's loosing her job to a robot. I don't know.

I did it!

I finally played Rain Down with minimal mistakes.
I was so proud of myselfff (: now I just got to get singing it at the same time down. Hopefully that won't be too hard.

Rain Down-Delirous?

Looks tonight the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
beneath my feet the earth is ready.
I know its time for heavns rain
its gonna rain
yeah yeah.


cus its living water we desire to flood our hearts with holy fire.

rain down all around the world were singing
rain down.
can you hear earth is singing rain down
my heart is dry but still i'm singing rain down
rain it down.


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I love that songgg.

School tomarrow.

Yick, gotta go to school tomarrow, three day week. Student Council meeting, not really sure if I'm looking foward to that. I love my school but there ridculous at times. I wish they would hurry up and send us our PSAT scores. that would be great, so I can see how bad I did. Today was interesting to say the least. Talked to Andy for a bit about this weekend. Then went with my mother to vote. Go McCain. Church tomarrow, fun? maybe? well see. Novemember 12th is me and shelbys first human video practice. fun fun fun. I started looking at chirstmas presents this week. I've found nothingg, I need to go to eastonn. No work today. or tomarrow. but then I work 6 days before I get another day off. yikess.

Its hot in here...which is werid, cause I'm usually cold. and its 70 outside and its novemember..somethings not right there. But I'm not gonna complain, I hate the cold. Winter Retreat is getting closer and closer makes me happy (: I get my new phone next month. LG Shine. I went crazy last night and ordered 250$ worth of hollister clothes off line. but I'm glad, I needed new clothes. My moms not gonna be happy. but oh weellll. Uh, i guess thats it for nnowww.

Voteing, Guitar and School?

I picked up my guitar for the first time in a month, stupid fake nails, I'm still as good as I was. Which isn't very good to say the least. I kept trying to Play this Song Rain Down, but I kept messing up. ): the songs on my playlist at the bottom if you want to hear it. Good worship music.

I'm still recovering from Fall Retreat, my legs and rib cage still hurt. I've ate like all my Halloween candy, which I don't think is good.

Voteing is today, too bad I'm only 16 and can't vote for another three years. I would vote for McCain tho, if I could vote, I have reasons for that, but its early and I don't feel like writing them, cause I'm lazy. and I guess it wouldn't be writing it would be typing, which reminds me that I'm back up to my normal typing speed since I took those darn fake nails off. 50 words a min 89% accuracy. That doesn't excuse my lack of spelling and grammer by the way. I'm just horrible at both. Yet I'm in Advanced English, I don't understand it either. One good thing that comes from voteing day is, No School for meee (: I love going to Reynoldsburg somtimes.

Wednesdays going to be busy, but no work. School, Student Council meeting then Church (: which means, I need to get my Winter Retreat early bird form in. Something I just can't wait for,

Other than wednesday my weeks gonna be normal, which is always a good thing.

I think now, I'm going to go take a bath and relax and maybe my rib cage and arms and legs will stop hurting. That would be nice.

I post daily for those of you who don't know.

Sometimes even two or three times a day (:

52 days till christmas.

and agine?

This weekend, was like any other youth event there was some form of drama. Glad to say I wasn't apart of it (: I was too busy being hyseterical on a high ropes course. Or laughing incredibly hard.

I think our youth group has problems, my rip cage is still soar from laughing. I can honestly say I wouldn't trade them for anything.

Along with the laughing, me being hysterical and the drama, I did get something out of Mikes msg. I finally think I understand prayer. Which is something I never quite got. Not saying that My curret youth pastor Andy, or my pervious youth pastor Derek. Didn't do a good job of explaining it. I just didn't understand.

New Albanys got a pretty sweet youth group. Made some new friends and got closer to some people I already knew. But They just don't know how to play capture the flag, me and Jess soo didn't cheatt. I don't think it was cheating anyways.

The music was good, Andy and Josh were great. The food also very good. Thank you Carol. no not me Carol. Diffrent Carol, who can cook. Unlike me Carol. Uhmm Jesse's still a goof tho, gotta love em. It was a really nice weekend all in all. Winter Retreat here we come!